Falling Down the Rabbit Hole

My world has turned into a insane version of itself, with mad hatters, evil queens and many more creatures of weird origins. I don’t know what has happened but up seems to be down and down, up. When I walk around Camelot I feel as if I am out of place, nothing is as it was before and every turn has a new thing to see. This change could be seen as good to some, but for me it is dangerous. I don’t look at everything as a new adventure I look upon it as a possible danger. If anything I don’t feel like myself here. I feel like I’m trapped in a bizarre dream with no way of breaking out.

I need to find a way to break through this world and make it back to mine before its too late. Im walking through familiar halls, with faces I no longer recognize. Camelot University is no longer my safe haven in this world, it is turning into a chaotic mess. My big mystery for now is if It is me who has changed or is it Camelot. There are plenty of people here I still hang onto but it is no longer the same. Everything is a mess, and I don’t know where I stand with anyone. I just hope I can battle this feeling long enough to make it through the semester.

More to come,

The Not So Wicked Witch

When all you need is space

Im going to be perfectly honest, I am going insane in my living quarters. I have told you about my friend Midra before, well now she is my roommate and now she has gone insane. I just need space alone in our home sometimes, but she never seems to leave. I book time to myself to hang out alone, and she keeps coming back early. I never get to be alone to relax. I am either at the university in the library studying or working.

I have been going stir crazy, and trying to find a solution. Nothing seems to work though. I go away for a weekend and it seems to be worse when I get back. Sometimes space is just needed!!!! I don’t know what to do, all I know is that this is driving me crazy. This is just a huge stress to my life, I never get a chance to just chill out and relax. My body is tense and everything aches, I just want time to unwind.

Hopefully I am able to fix this situation

More to come,

The not so wicked witch

Relationship blunder

Missing Months Part 3

What is a fairytale without a few twists and turns, my weirdest turn in these past months was a proposal from Richard. I feel like the use of the word weirdest implies the proposal was unwanted and VERY unexpected. I was actually very angry and quite insulted to be honest. Its not like he was a bad man, he was just pushing a proposal on someone he had barely been seeing.

He offered me a nice life, but a life that meant sacrificing a lot of my aspirations for his, even though he didn’t implicitly say this… I just knew. For me it would never matter what a gentleman could give me if he wanted my intellectual peruses to be shut down. I have come to learn very few sympathize with my anger and pain, because who wouldn’t want a wealthy man to shower them with gifts. Well if this wasn’t obvious to you I wouldn’t! I want love, and an epic weird love story, not a bribed relationship. So I am apparently set to be single for a very long time.

More to come,

The not so Wicked Witch

 

A Twist In My Story

Missing Months part 2

I am never the person to do what others expect, instead I am the person who pushes all of the expectations pushed on me. So I joined a Sorority at Camelot University, to be honest it was completely because someone said I would not be able to get into the group. Which I understand as a witch would have a hard time joining a group of fairies and princesses down in (edmonton) but in Camelot things are different. Not an oasis but the separation between groups are not as strong. I was even surprised when I joined as the sorority has a wide range on women in the group. There are dwarfs, warriors, pixies, princesses, and etc.

I did get a bid, and have become a pledge but I also am happy to say it is in no way as bad as I thought. I met my “Big sister” Maddi and she is a very sweet pixie. I have to admit it was somewhat weird when I met her because from first glance I though we would have nothing in common. Although I have learned that she is a fellow lover of coffee! So I am becoming more optimistic.

More to come,

Ruby the Not so Wicked Witch

Missing Months part 1

Missing Months

I Know I was absent for a few months so I am now going to fill you in on some of the things in my life that have changed. 1) I am now in a new semester at the Camelot University 2) I now have two jobs and an internship at a local radio station 3) I went home for The winter solstice 4) Much more

So stay tuned for numerous stories labeled Missing Months that will tell the tales I was unable to before.

For now I will tell you about my internship at a local Radio station.  I am the person that runs their online marketing. I deal with their feeds on numerous sites such as “Spellbook”. I also have my own show, where I sit and discuss the numerous things that bug me. I also play music, majority of it from locals of camelot and other nearby regions controlled by the king.  I really enjoy it, the  creatures I work with are great and full of an energy I have never seen before.  The station is always a fun place to be and I feel comfortable.

More to come,

The not so Wicked Witch

Demons

Demons have been present in almost all recognized religions. Many believe them to be used as stories to scare children into behaving, and many use them to help deal with the pain of the world. Even here in Camelot demons are a present fear, but for most they are inner demons. These demons represent their fears, past and much more. And in recent days my personal demons have become a large presence in my life. My demons are very specific though and cause quite a bit of distress. These Demons are the cause of my long absence from this site. They have been crippling, intense and darkening most areas of my life.

Though I am now prepared for battle with both sword and shield in hand. And If I fail Zachery is only a letter away.

More to come,

The not so wicked witch