Ella Enchanted

The stories of Ella enchanted show Fairytale creatures in a different light. The villain can be mortal and the creatures we have been told are mean and wicked are peaceful. That is how the real world works, not all that we are told actually is true. The giants in my world can be good or bad same with any other creature. The same goes with curses, one can know the  curse they posses but not know their ability to defeat it. These curses can destroy are life if we are unable to tell those around us that they exist.

These curses can also be the greatest gift one can posses as they give us the opportunity to learn more about ourselves and go on great adventures. This is what I have found with my life, as I am currently on an adventure of my own. Each day is filled with my own feat to work through my own demons. I am not alone on this journey as I am surrounded by friends such as Erik and Zachery who are fighting along side me.

This is a caution for all, never go on a quest alone! From a daring adventure to self discovery, always have a group of allies with you! There strength will build you up, even if you don’t completely understand. The closest allies will follow you anywhere without even knowing what they are heading into!

Keep those allies close as you battle through life.

More to come,

Ruby the not so Wicked Witch

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Feeling like cinderella

I am assuming I am not alone in once and a while feeling like a cinderella. The only difference here is it is my roommate and she is getting worse and worse. She is not even upfront about it, she just passive aggressively refuses to do any chores, even though she is home way more than myself. I can come home to only sleep for a whole week and then have her blame me for every mess in the apartment even though she is home everyday for a large portion of the time, making these messes. I legitimately come home, shower, sleep, get up and go to the university.  The worst part is if I do decide to come home early I am met with rudeness and anger. Midra has turned from a fun loving elf to one poisoned, whose heart is rotting and turning her into a dark elf more and more each day. Though I only have 9 weeks left with her approximately I find myself becoming effected by the poison, causing me to become angry and on edge daily. I am always tense and any time she speaks to me I react in a way I cannot control. I fight the urge to just play her passive aggressive games, or to get the chores done that need to. Some things have gotten very gross, while others have become easy to ignore. My only concern is that I will be stuck trying to juggle ALL of the household chores and my studies and my job, while she sits in front of a magic mirror watching her shows. I understand she has a lot on her plate as well but I believe that if she is the only one actually around to make a large mess she showed understand that she should take more of the cleaning responsibilities not drop all of them.

The most annoying part is she tells me she will do something and then doesn’t for two weeks and when I do it her first  response is “oh, I was going to do that!” I am just tired of her, every time I receive a message from her I cringe, her messages are practically always along the lines of “Cinderella do this” “what did you do to cause this?” “You need to get this done!”

I am not her servant and I am tired of being treated like one! I need to find a way to combat this horrible behaviour, I no longer am content to just ignore her!

More to come,
The not so Wicked Witch

Falling Down the Rabbit Hole

My world has turned into a insane version of itself, with mad hatters, evil queens and many more creatures of weird origins. I don’t know what has happened but up seems to be down and down, up. When I walk around Camelot I feel as if I am out of place, nothing is as it was before and every turn has a new thing to see. This change could be seen as good to some, but for me it is dangerous. I don’t look at everything as a new adventure I look upon it as a possible danger. If anything I don’t feel like myself here. I feel like I’m trapped in a bizarre dream with no way of breaking out.

I need to find a way to break through this world and make it back to mine before its too late. Im walking through familiar halls, with faces I no longer recognize. Camelot University is no longer my safe haven in this world, it is turning into a chaotic mess. My big mystery for now is if It is me who has changed or is it Camelot. There are plenty of people here I still hang onto but it is no longer the same. Everything is a mess, and I don’t know where I stand with anyone. I just hope I can battle this feeling long enough to make it through the semester.

More to come,

The Not So Wicked Witch

Demons

Demons have been present in almost all recognized religions. Many believe them to be used as stories to scare children into behaving, and many use them to help deal with the pain of the world. Even here in Camelot demons are a present fear, but for most they are inner demons. These demons represent their fears, past and much more. And in recent days my personal demons have become a large presence in my life. My demons are very specific though and cause quite a bit of distress. These Demons are the cause of my long absence from this site. They have been crippling, intense and darkening most areas of my life.

Though I am now prepared for battle with both sword and shield in hand. And If I fail Zachery is only a letter away.

More to come,

The not so wicked witch