All nighter

Midterms have taken over Camelot! You can see its affects on all the creatures enrolled at Camelot university. Many look as if they could pass out within minutes, and many look as if one wrong turn and they will be dropping out and moving back into their parents homes. I personally am counting down the days until I am done and on vacation which is exactly   1  days 18  hours 32  minutes from when I write this sentence. I can tell you I will not be sleeping much until the moment I step into the carriage that will take me to Tartarus! Right now I am stalling an all nighter, one which I can guaranty will leave me very irritable tomorrow! The only thing getting me through this is the fact I will be done my exams tomorrow and then Anna and me are going to have a wine night with her roommates! Then on Friday I just have to pack and have a meeting with AJ! I am 100% sure I will at some point find myself asleep on my laptop… I just hope its later than sooner so I can actually get work done!

So you can look forward to a very sassy post tomorrow on how stupid I am for doing this all nighter but know that as of this moment I am optimistic as I have enough energy potion to keep me up for 20 years if I was that insane. For now I just need to make it to 3 tomorrow and then I can go have a nap!

Wish me luck,

Ruby the not so Wicked Witch

P.s. I am not saying all nighters are a good thing for anyone but sometimes they are a necessity.

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Concentration issues

I really need to find a way to concentrate, but every time I try I end up getting lost in thought or distracted by a friend within minutes! It not even anything specific, I am not lost in a day dream about a guy, or scrolling on spellbook! I am just stuck in my own head, wishing there was more I could do but knowing I will not truly get to concentrate on what I need to. I shouldn’t be writing a post, I should be studying for one of the numerous exams I have. Especially because I have plans tomorrow and leave for Tartarus on Friday.

I find myself sitting in my schools gigantic library full of knowledge and students studying away, focus to all extents and there I am lost. I know what I need to do, and how to start, but not how to focus my attention on it. I really need to study now as I know I won’t be able to later as Cody is joining me and Sarah later on this evening to study, and for whatever reason I seem to get nothing done around him as we keep talking. If only I had a wizard near by to conjure up a spell to help with my concentration. I was even thinking about going to the potions shop for something, but I doubt I need more energy and have no clue as to what they have that could help me study. Hopefully I can get past this sooner than later!

More to come,

Ruby the not so Wicked Witch

Notice: In need of a mind reader

“mind reader” aka a person who can supposedly discern what another person is thinking. (as a google search has told me)
Does anyone know of such a person, cause I could use some help! I am in a constant state of confusion when it comes to Cody and Cam! Sarah and Anna both seem to think these men like me, but I am at a loss. I normally have a knack for picking up on subtle cues about people but not with these guys. These guys are making me question all I know, and it is driving me insane. I have been content with the idea that I could never find someone who could change my world as fairytales and books describe. I would not find that mysterious person who has me question my world, and flip it around all at the same time! A person who would give me butterflies when he speaks to me, a person who can say the right thing to calm my anxiety without me openly saying I am freaking out.
I was content and then out of no where I find two guys who fit this description. At first I was angry and now I am just in a state of constant confusion. The moment I think my feelings for one have left, I see them and they say the right thing, the thing that makes my heart jump if only a little. I have to admit I know my feelings are not as intense and described they are only minuscule compared to others when they get these feelings, but the fact I have any makes me feel out of balance. I just want to know how to continue, actually need is a better word. I need advice, even a simple “this is normal” so I can find balance in this new world I have come to be placed within.
So for all who stumble upon this blog please give me advice, what should I do?
More to come,
The not so Wicked Witch

Birthday celebration Part 2

The night at the Tavern!

So for my twentieth birthday a group of friends (and my parents) went to a tavern in Camelot and celebrated. It was a great night full of fun and laughter. I was originally nervous (as discussed in an earlier post) but It turned into a great night! We were at the tavern for a few hours and then ended up at Vicky’s place. Sarah and Anna convinced me to take a muff dive in front of my parents. Scott created a fun mysterious atmosphere by trying to tell everyone he was dating Vicky. She did not quite enjoy that as much as I did. I got bought numerous drinks and shots that night, even by my parents. A group of us even ended up back at Vicky’s until four in the morning. Sarah and Cody ended up crashing at my place, much to madras’s annoyance in the morning. It was honestly one of the most fun evenings I have had in a long time. I was actually quite surprised by Cody that evening, from him coming in the first place to him staying all night. Scott is practically involve with him and Sarah literally wanted to date him, well until she found out I like him. It was a great night, even though the next morning I was not feeling as great. I can now say I had a birthday celebration that did not make me want to cringe at remembering! My parents even got me flowers!

I am just hoping this next year is filled with the same laughter and happy memories that my birthday was!

More to come,

The not so wicked witch

Creatures of Camelot 2017

So last year I made a post discussing the many creatures of Camelot and now the list of relevant creatures has changed and I thought I would give you a bit of an update!

Anna- A cursed princess fighting her inner battle, a fight we all find ourselves in each day, hers curse is just a day to day challenge that effects her life in a larger manner, thought if you know her well you can see her inner beauty and passion shine through. (Allegiance is good)

Midra- A loving, stubborn, intellectual elf! She has her own inner battle that can be very destructive and that tends to be taken out on me at a moments notice but she leans to the light somewhat often.(Allegiance is very confusing)

Sarah- A mortal girl with a curiosity of the witch/wizard community, she finds herself stuck in a shell that she cannot break out of on her own but a want for more than she possesses of herself (allegiance appears good)

AJ- A fun loving elf with a love of music and and the Camelot community. He is a fun guy, but he also has a habit of falling into a pit of stress. As a side note he is also my boss. (allegiance appears good)

Stan- a loving dwarf, who spends much of his time listening to music from around the realms and studying the various creatures that live within them. He is always around to listen to my many questions of the social aspects of our society. (allegiance appears good)

Ally- Half fairy have good witch, and a surprising friend. Ally is a coworker at MGIC Fm, where she runs all the programs. She has been a great ally this past year and has made me feel very much at home. (allegiance is good)

Meg-Another good witch, who finds herself questioning her world. She like me has a need to know the stories of all around her, even if she has to search for the answers. (allegiance appears good)

Scott-  A Gargoyle seen to be lazy and evil by some, but he is truly a protector of those he cares about. He finds himself in a world were he is constantly questioned by all around him, friends and family included. Through this he finds himself viewed with mixed reactions as he tries to discover his true purpose.

Vicky- A mischievous pixie who loves to prank her friends and meet new strangers. She holds a strong confident front, but finds herself riddled with a lack of genuine confidence, hiding it within laughter and fast talking.

Falling Down the Rabbit Hole

My world has turned into a insane version of itself, with mad hatters, evil queens and many more creatures of weird origins. I don’t know what has happened but up seems to be down and down, up. When I walk around Camelot I feel as if I am out of place, nothing is as it was before and every turn has a new thing to see. This change could be seen as good to some, but for me it is dangerous. I don’t look at everything as a new adventure I look upon it as a possible danger. If anything I don’t feel like myself here. I feel like I’m trapped in a bizarre dream with no way of breaking out.

I need to find a way to break through this world and make it back to mine before its too late. Im walking through familiar halls, with faces I no longer recognize. Camelot University is no longer my safe haven in this world, it is turning into a chaotic mess. My big mystery for now is if It is me who has changed or is it Camelot. There are plenty of people here I still hang onto but it is no longer the same. Everything is a mess, and I don’t know where I stand with anyone. I just hope I can battle this feeling long enough to make it through the semester.

More to come,

The Not So Wicked Witch

When all you need is space

Im going to be perfectly honest, I am going insane in my living quarters. I have told you about my friend Midra before, well now she is my roommate and now she has gone insane. I just need space alone in our home sometimes, but she never seems to leave. I book time to myself to hang out alone, and she keeps coming back early. I never get to be alone to relax. I am either at the university in the library studying or working.

I have been going stir crazy, and trying to find a solution. Nothing seems to work though. I go away for a weekend and it seems to be worse when I get back. Sometimes space is just needed!!!! I don’t know what to do, all I know is that this is driving me crazy. This is just a huge stress to my life, I never get a chance to just chill out and relax. My body is tense and everything aches, I just want time to unwind.

Hopefully I am able to fix this situation

More to come,

The not so wicked witch