I really need to find a way to concentrate, but every time I try I end up getting lost in thought or distracted by a friend within minutes! It not even anything specific, I am not lost in a day dream about a guy, or scrolling on spellbook! I am just stuck in my own head, wishing there was more I could do but knowing I will not truly get to concentrate on what I need to. I shouldn’t be writing a post, I should be studying for one of the numerous exams I have. Especially because I have plans tomorrow and leave for Tartarus on Friday.
I find myself sitting in my schools gigantic library full of knowledge and students studying away, focus to all extents and there I am lost. I know what I need to do, and how to start, but not how to focus my attention on it. I really need to study now as I know I won’t be able to later as Cody is joining me and Sarah later on this evening to study, and for whatever reason I seem to get nothing done around him as we keep talking. If only I had a wizard near by to conjure up a spell to help with my concentration. I was even thinking about going to the potions shop for something, but I doubt I need more energy and have no clue as to what they have that could help me study. Hopefully I can get past this sooner than later!
More to come,
Ruby the not so Wicked Witch
I am assuming I am not alone in once and a while feeling like a cinderella. The only difference here is it is my roommate and she is getting worse and worse. She is not even upfront about it, she just passive aggressively refuses to do any chores, even though she is home way more than myself. I can come home to only sleep for a whole week and then have her blame me for every mess in the apartment even though she is home everyday for a large portion of the time, making these messes. I legitimately come home, shower, sleep, get up and go to the university. The worst part is if I do decide to come home early I am met with rudeness and anger. Midra has turned from a fun loving elf to one poisoned, whose heart is rotting and turning her into a dark elf more and more each day. Though I only have 9 weeks left with her approximately I find myself becoming effected by the poison, causing me to become angry and on edge daily. I am always tense and any time she speaks to me I react in a way I cannot control. I fight the urge to just play her passive aggressive games, or to get the chores done that need to. Some things have gotten very gross, while others have become easy to ignore. My only concern is that I will be stuck trying to juggle ALL of the household chores and my studies and my job, while she sits in front of a magic mirror watching her shows. I understand she has a lot on her plate as well but I believe that if she is the only one actually around to make a large mess she showed understand that she should take more of the cleaning responsibilities not drop all of them.
The most annoying part is she tells me she will do something and then doesn’t for two weeks and when I do it her first response is “oh, I was going to do that!” I am just tired of her, every time I receive a message from her I cringe, her messages are practically always along the lines of “Cinderella do this” “what did you do to cause this?” “You need to get this done!”
I am not her servant and I am tired of being treated like one! I need to find a way to combat this horrible behaviour, I no longer am content to just ignore her!
More to come,
The not so Wicked Witch
Im going to be perfectly honest, I am going insane in my living quarters. I have told you about my friend Midra before, well now she is my roommate and now she has gone insane. I just need space alone in our home sometimes, but she never seems to leave. I book time to myself to hang out alone, and she keeps coming back early. I never get to be alone to relax. I am either at the university in the library studying or working.
I have been going stir crazy, and trying to find a solution. Nothing seems to work though. I go away for a weekend and it seems to be worse when I get back. Sometimes space is just needed!!!! I don’t know what to do, all I know is that this is driving me crazy. This is just a huge stress to my life, I never get a chance to just chill out and relax. My body is tense and everything aches, I just want time to unwind.
Hopefully I am able to fix this situation
More to come,
The not so wicked witch